Busy, Busy, Busy.
 
Working between Nelson Bay and Salamander. 
First Aid course tomorrow.
Then back to work, first day off in a week and back to work again.

I’m not used to working so much, but so keen to see this weeks paycheck! :D

Today I was reminded of something that I used to love, once upon a time. Something that I spent my spare time working on and improving with.
Something that was important.
But sometimes, the things that are important to you change and you forget to find joy in the smallest things.
I’ve spent the past 20 minutes or so, watching videos, reading a blog… Just trying to see just how much I’ve forgotten. 
Maybe it’s time I went back and gave it another shot. 
I think it might be about time.

*I washed my hair and shaved while I was in the shower. Clean sheets and shaved legs = best feeling, also… I smell nice. :3

*It’s overcast outside, so I’m content spending my day in bed with candles burning and my teddybear to keep me company. Only thing that could make this better is having boyfriend home to snuggle with.

*I cleaned the bathroom and bedroom today, so everything is nice again.

Tonight I find myself thinking about the person I used to be.
I used to rely on music so much to get through things, and now… I don’t listen as much as I used to. I don’t know why. 
All these old memories created around music, people, places I’m taken back to listening to all the music I used to. 

I think I’ll go find my old iPod and see where it takes me.
Maybe I can find myself again.

I’ve been moved in with Jake, Kim and Connor for 3 days now. 
Officially paid food and rent covering me for this fortnight, with enough money left over to survive on for a while. Didn’t have any shifts at work this week, so I’ll have to conserve whatever money I have left.

My blackmilkclothing order has been shipped and I’m awaiting it’s arrival, due tomorrow or the day after.

Jake and I took mum and dad out for dinner at Hogs Breath, and despite the fact that Daddy came under protest, I’m sure that he enjoyed himself, especially as Jake and I paid for everything and I even shouted them to ice cream afterwards. :D

Mum even took home a turtle we rescued off the road to make sure it’s safe and healthy after it’s ordeal and to top off an awesome night, we just totally kicked ass in all of our League of Legends matches. Winning at life right now, so happy. <3

I hate that it takes someone else to tell you everything I’ve said from the start, before you’ll even admit you were wrong.

This is the second time.
Same thing. Second time.

So why am I the one laying here feeling like shit?

Is sit here in bed, drinking and playing games.
Reasons I can’t:
1. I need to go out later, so no alcohol is allowed in my system.
2. I’m too lazy to get up and do anything to begin with.
3. Feeling a little bit down today, so I don’t want to spend all day drinking a depressant.